I feel so bad for always abandoning this site, but for some reason I can’t seem to get back into the swing of things. It may have something to do with the fact that I’m always gone. If I stay home longer than 1 day I could probably accomplish something. Actually, that’s not true. I’ve just lost my passion and love for everything in life. Depression is real. I look around my art room at all the stuff I have and I feel so guilty for letting things just sit there, and letting things just go to waste. I’ve spent so much money on supplies & I have paints becoming unusable, Gesso turning to liquid, markers drying out. Part of me wants to just give everything away. Hopefully I won’t always feel like this, but it’s been almost 4 years, so I’m not feeling too positive.